.::LoNg WaY tO gO::.

Aku benci

2010-09-08T07:45:00.002+08:00

Hari nih aku takde mood. Aku benci bila drama ni berlaku. aku benci. aku benci.

Kenapa ini berlaku? kenapa? Hurm, waktu2 nak fly la nak jadi lagi. In fact, nak raya dah pown!

Hurm, I fought with someone yesterday evening. Naseb baek ada pendamai. Haish, hidup nih penoh cabaran. Terasa sangat down, tapi takpe. I'm a strong man! All I know, it's not my fault, and I won't apologise! Your egoistic behaviour and ignorance cause all this.

This is the time when you may need someone to talk to. But it's kinda frustrating to know that after all, you've got no one to talk to. How pity is that huh? :(

Hidup ini penoh cabaran~

Money,,, money,,, money,,,

2010-09-07T22:03:00.009+08:00

Semalam pre-departure briefing. Dengan ini diumumkan, SAYA KAYA!! haha (mati aku kalo ada orang nak rompak aku pasni)...

(background itu adalah cadar katil aku. har har har)

Hurm, aku dah dapat agak dah benda pertama aku akan beli dengan duet tuh. KASUT! susah dol cari kasut kat sini. Especially untuk orang2 berkaki giant cam aku nih. Buat penat je sbulan cari kasot. Satu KL tau aku pusing. Sogo, Midvalley, The gardens, KLCC, Sunway (ok. ni bukan KL). Semua takde saiz aku. haram tol. baek takyah bukak kedai kasot gitu!

p/s: flight tak kompem agi. Haish, besok nak balik t'ganu dah. Kang kalo tetiba Ms Sheila call,

"em, lutfi. awak punya flight esok ye. Sila berada di KLIA 5 jam sebelom waktu perlepasan"

cmner? Tapi x kesah pown sebenarnya. Dapat sponsorship tu pon dah cukop bagos. In fact, barang sumer dah siap. Tinggal nak packing je malam nih. So, I shall be ready anytime!

After two years of hard work

2010-09-07T22:03:00.008+08:00

Alhamdulillah. All praise to Allah who bestows us his blessings and grant anything we wish from Him.

Alhamdulillah to The Only One who eases my path towards success, and always listens to my prayers.

Alhamdulillah. I'm amongst the IB survivors!

my diploma. cantik kan? =p

Delayed birthday present

2010-09-07T21:35:00.003+08:00

This page is dedicated to my dearest friend, syauqan.

Thanks for the present. Mahal kowt perfume tuh. Though it takes 6 months till I get my present, tapi takpe laa. Dapat hadiah best la katakan =p

Hurm, bler lagi nak korek duet member kalo bukan waktu2 cmnih. haha...

Btw, sangat best bila kita dikelilingi oleh kawan2 yang sangat pemurah =p

Introducing Meor's new webpage!

2010-08-16T09:58:00.005+08:00

Hurm, tengah belek2 nak edit post yang dah karang sket smalam, tetiba baru perasan yang aku tak publish post nih. haha~

So people, do visit my friend punya website nih. Dia buat sendiri tau. aku ni cam biasa, jadi juruhebah je la.

http://www.akahili.com/

"Akahili" is actually a swahili word. It means "and this" if I'm not mistaken.

p/s: meor, sila blanja aku winter nih coz aku dah promote website ko. haha

Farewell Usamah!

2010-08-16T09:50:00.007+08:00

Sedeyh gler Usamah dah fly. Sapa dowh nak teman aku shopping pasni? Sapa dowh nak blanja aku Haagen Dazs pasni? Sapa? Sapa? erk.. Tetiba tersentimental lak. Anyway, All the best to you Usamah. Jaga diri leklok kat sana...

It's me and usamah waktu graduation.

Sending him off at KLIA. Jangan lupa kitorg dowh kat sana!

Nottingham Pre-departure briefing

2010-08-15T22:02:00.009+08:00

I went to Nottingham pre-departure briefing last saturday. It's soothing to meet some other KYUEM students doing medicine in Notts. (Well, It was so frustrating to know that I might be the only one doing medicine. I hate being lonely :((

That's me and Sarah. We were asked to separate in a few groups, and it seemed like my group members are all KMBians. haha~

The medical community of Nottingham - Seniors and juniors.

Btw, thanks a lot to adlan, hosni and syakir for coming. You guys have been so much of help. Kang kat notts aku nak bwat rumah korang jadi rumah kedua aku rr.. haha

p/s: gambar nih aku copy dari fb sapa ntah. sorry rr kalo ada copyright. tanak rr IBO tangkap aku plagiarise :D

Party after graduation

2010-08-15T22:01:00.005+08:00

Right after grad, ada 3 org bwat kenduri kesyukuran. I begged Usamah to postpone his kenduri, coz he's gonna hold it at the same time with afiqah's. But as his father said, "it's gonna be fine". So here I am, rushing from one house to another so that we could attend all kenduris.

Destination 1 : USAMAH ZAKIR

Time: 3.15 p.m Location: SS4, Bandar baru bangi.

Everyone gave a broad smile. Sedap woo nasi dia (tatau nasi pe. cam nasi arab jerk). cendol pon ada maaa. tapi malangnya aku x sempat nak merasa char koay teow. perut dah full gler waktu tuh.

The shirt suits you well, Roe. (well, it's mine. Roe makin membesar atau aku main mengecik?)

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Destination 2 : AFIQAH AMINUDDIN

Time: 6.00 p.m. Location: Ampang

bersama tuan rumah. agak klaka bler tau yang kitorg sampai just after they're done with Yasin recitation. erk, nampak sangat datang nak makan jerk. sorry2... traffic jam :D

aku & syauqan merasmikan baju baru (just bought it the day before at KLCC)

Kaco tuan rumah makan jap. fahmi siyes cam nak nasyid...

kekenyangan.

Salam perantauan.

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Destination 3 : ILLYA SYAHEERA

Time: 9.15 p.m. Location: SS7, Shah Alam

Again, we arrived just after they're done with Yasin recitation. agak bongok rr coz sesat sejam kat shah alam. I hate all the roundabouts!

Wawa cam mak datin dah haa

tengah pandang pe tuh?

Ni celebrity of the year. bukan senang nak amek gambar ngn dia. Yeah, She's the one who got 45 in IB. tapi dah sombong ngan aku dah skang :((

KMB Graduation Day 2010

2010-08-15T21:21:00.005+08:00

I'm holding a DIPLOMA now!

Alright~ I know it's been a week since I graduated. Kinda busy lately, so now is the only time I got to post some pictures.

These are my dearest classmates (boys of M08G). You guys rock!

This is my table during the whole event. Table 95! All of them are my classmates!

The three brotherhood.

It's me and roe. Roe and flowers, can't really be separated :D

Me and syauqan. You know what, he's wearing my sampin. And he's blaming me for not looking good during the event. That's the typical you, syauqan :)

Cikgu siti! cikgu paling cool kat KMB.

I owe you a lot Ms Oja! anyway, Thnx for the card and the little present. Seriously, I didn't expect to see a card on my table, right in front of me, with my name on it! sangat terharu lorh~

Life = uncertainty

2010-07-29T08:01:00.003+08:00

Just got back from KMB yesterday. I wasn't planning on going there in the first place, but a friend of mine suddenly called on tuesday evening, and I can glimpse some sense of sorrow from his voice.

"weyh, aku x lepas dowh TOK. kena accused plagiarism. ko kena tolong aku dowh! bleyh x datang umah aku esok? tlg aku bwat defense report, stay overnight, then g KMB ngn aku"

"owh, ye ke? ok2... no prob. esok aku datang!"

well, I thought he's gonna be alright. I'm sure he's a strong guy. But suddenly he uttered,

"lut. tolong cakap sket dowh kat aku. pape yg bleyh sedapkan ati. aku rasa down gler nih!"

hurm, anyone can say, "I understand ur feelings. ni smer cubaan dari tuhan etc." In a way all these advice are true. But believe me. We'll never be able to understand them, coz we've never been in their shoes.

I still remember when I bumped into Pn Rosmaria yesterday. The first sentence coming out from her mouth was,

"Please! don't blame me on this!"

The teachers are all mourning on what's happening right now. I know how they feel, esp Pn Nila. She almost shed into tears in front of me and usamah, talking about this matter. In fact, NR was taking a leave yesterday. Stress, I think.

Tapi paling tak tahan komen Pn Siti.

"Ini sumer konspirasi IBO untuk menjatuhkan KMB! mentang2 kolej kita ni hebat"

So to all my friends out there who are still overwhelmed by this TOK thingy (well, I know i could be the only one reading this), you've got friends supporting you. Friends that you've known for 2 years, or even more! Don't seclude yourself from others just because you are being accused of plagiarism, or even have been found guilty. Good/bad IB results, overseas/local uni, even iphone/blackberry/nokia 3310 would never be the barrier to differentiate us. we are even. Don't have any dust of hatred or inferior towards others who aced in their IB. Rezeki orang berbeza2. Ada yang dapat awal, ada yang dapat lambat. Mana tau yang dapat lambat tuh lagi best kan rezeki dia. ALLAH knows the best!

We are like these apples. Ada Granny Smith laa, Fuji laa, Cortland laa, apple x de jenama pn ada. tapi sumer tuh kita panggil apple. ada org kata apple hijau x sedap, tp ada gk org yg ske. sama la cam apple2 yang laen. So in our pursuit of becoming someone, we use vast variety of approaches. But in the end, everyone is becoming someone. APPLE!

To those who will be going overseas soon, our friends here are in their difficult times. We never know when is our turn to be burdened with such a huge predicament. When the time comes, only then we'll understand their actual feelings. Also, good luck in ur life overseas. Remember this, "Kalau kita tak lupa Allah, Allah takkan lupakan kita."

oh, satu lagi. Berpada-padalah dengan status facebook anda! jaga hati rakan2 laen.

Unwinding... yeah, I'm not finished yet!

2010-05-26T21:27:00.007+08:00

Hurm. How should I start. Today's hangout was awesome! Despite the fact that a friend of mine cancelled his attendance just a few hours before he should arrive in sunway, but still everything's gone perfectly. I met rock at 11, and we grab some doughnuts at Krispy Kreme while waiting for saiful and zubair.

I was the one who planned this hangout. The aim is only one. Ice-skating! Well, I finally figured out how should I fill up the times I've got for this loooong holiday, other than sleeping and watching grey's anatomy. (btw, i'm done with season 1, 2, 3, 4 and some episodes of season 6. I'm not crazy, am I?).

Yeah, I enjoyed playing ice-skating just now. But I think I've lost my grip. couldn't slide as good as before. Hurm. Perhaps I should start playing this everyday. But that'd impose a lot of money (13 bucks per entry during weekdays). It shouldn't be a problem anyway. Coz I'm gonna make my own. Fuh, how am i supposed to turn my kelapa sawit backyard to a wonderful ice rink?

Then we had our lunch at The Chicken Rice Shop. Sometimes rock and zubair's "karenah" are kinda amusing. At least we've got some people who can cheer up the table, and even the whole restaurant coz we were their only customers at that time.

It's been quite some time since I last played bowling. Rock, as usual, pretended to be humble. "owh, aku x reti dowh maen nih. sebelum ni asyik masok longkang je". And then he turned out to be in the first place, leaving me behind him! shoot. Hampeh tol. Btw, sorry for making you guys a bit frustrated. Coz I paid at half-price (thanks to my KMB ID card which has been very helpful these days. Well, I don't think refusing to let some asrama admins to dispose my card by cutting it into two would be a crime :D)

"Gaya seorang juara"

One more thing, I did something I've never done before. Archery! I was a bit reluctant to play at first, coz I've never tried it before. But thanks again to my student ID, ?I got student price. hehe~

"aku hebat dowh"

My next plans:

I'm going out with Bundy this Friday evening. Shoot! He's shipping out to Korea!!
I've promised to visit Assif this saturday. So, KYUEM, here I come! Perhaps I'm gonna overnight there (he asked me to).
I wanna go back to Terengganu this Monday! Rindu kat tok lorr... not sure how long. maybe a week.

Announcement for "Book of Wisdom" and Shingoes

2010-05-24T22:19:00.003+08:00

Dear "Book of Wisdom",

I hope the watch will suit you well. And don't just keep the wallet inside its box. USE IT!

Dear Shingoes,

I've found my birthday present! Mid-valley, 20% discount. Large size- RM 144. Small size - RM112.

(Erk, did I just say that it's my own birthday present? hey. I'm not that desperate k. He promised me to give me one.)

Still, I am desperately desperate to get one. So what are you waiting for? Go to the bank, draw out some money, and buy me one. hehe~

Extreme boredom

2010-05-24T21:17:00.003+08:00

Three days have passed, and my life has turned routine. I wake up early in the morning, pray, have my breakfast, open my laptop, facebooking, watch Grey's Anatomy, have my lunch, Oprah time, continue watching Grey's, dinner, sleep.

GOSH!

I never expect post-IB life would turn out this way. Couldn't bear with the extreme boredom currently tormenting me, I drove my car to KL. My aim, get lost along the way coz I find trying to get on the right way sometimes exhilarating. I know this may sound silly to some, but who cares? It's my car, and I paid for the toll. Owh, not to forget. I used my mum's shell card for petrol. Ngee~ she's always been my petrol sponsor. Sayang mama.

While enjoying the "panoramic" view of KL, despite the profound congestion which would certainly annoy everyone, I realised that getting lost on the road is never a way to unwind. In fact, it adds to the frustrations I've already had.

Then I drove to mid-valley, perhaps window shopping could be a good way of filling my time. WOW! semua ada diskaun! Ni yang buat mata terbeliak nih. aku dah la pantang nampak sale. But suddenly, I bumped into Ridhu at the escalator. He seemed tired, just got back from Genting with some others. Bapak best giler!!

Today in history

2010-05-23T09:28:00.002+08:00

fuh,,, banyaknya sawang kat blog nih. tarantula, black widow, smer ada arh!

it's been a year since my last post. well, as everyone would say, it's all about IB! sorry little diary for abandoning you so long.

hurm, i've the courage to write again. what else am i gonna do for this hell of a long holiday? cuti2 malaysia? heh, u give me the money. then i'll go.

i used to have the interest to write a personal diary. but after writing for 3 pages or less, i usually gave up. there's only one reason for this. my handwriting is bad, and annoyingly illegible. so a blog may be a good substitute, i suppose.

this blog would certainly again be my P.A system to tell everyone about what i do, or even a platform to express my feelings. a place to cry? no way. i seldom cry. (only sometimes with some specific people i am close with).

ApA aKu AkAn BuAt KaLo BoSaN?

2009-03-15T19:57:00.008+08:00

jawapannya, MASAK!!

semalam, my mom tetiba cakap:

"Lutfi! kat dalam peti tuh ada banyak apple... so kalo rasa x de keje nak bwat bleyh la masak pie"

yeah... mak aku sungguh memahami hobi aku nih... so disebabkan tadi aku rasa bosan tahap cipan (walaupn hwk agak melambak, tapi jangan riso... cuti masih panjang)... dan tambahan plak aku sorg je kat umah (parents g empat kenduri kawen, my bro lak g mlawat member dye kat ospital)... aku pun mula la membuka peti utk mencari ingredient yg diperlukan... oh yeah... sblom terlupa, ni bukan first tyme eh aku bwat apple pie... kali ke 5...

geledah punya geledah, dua benda x cukup... butter ngn lemon x de... so aku sepantas kilat menyaut kunci kancil lantas drive dengan penuh skill ke "econsave", supermarket yang agak murah menurut iklan dye...

ok... meh cni aku ajar cmnr nak bwat apple pie yang sedap...

first skali, mesti la ingredient...

korang tgk gambar tuh...

tepung gandum - check
butter - check
apple - check (Granny smith je tau... apple fiji x maen eh)
lemon - check
cinnamon - check
gula - check
garam - check
air - check
oh yeah... x lupa jugak resepi yang di"download" dari martha stewart...

next, smer ingredient tuh diasingkan kepada 2 group... satu utk dye nyer crust dan satu lagi utk filling...

utk crust, campurkan tepung ngn butter... adun sebati... kalo perlu tambah air sejuk... jadikan doh... then masokkan lam peti....

utk filling lak, buang kulit apple dan potong saiz sederhana (alaa.... saiz sama ngn apple pie kat McD)... tambahkan gula, garam, lemon, cinnamon dan tepung... kacau sebati... last2 dye akan jadi camnih...

lepas dah agak2 30 minit doh tuh disimpan lam peti... korg canai n muatkan ngn saiz bekas... masokkan filling, then canai satu lagi utk tutup atas filling... tekan bahagian tepi dengan garfu utk dapatkan texture yang memuaskan jiwa... kalo nak kasi cantik sket, sapu kuning telor atas tuh... sepatotnya nanti dye akan jadi cmnih...

lepas tu, masokkan lam microve oven dengan 300 kuasa kuda... masak guna setting dual-convection selama 13 minit 17 saat (cooking tyme nih ada dapat waktu first tyme aku bwat apple pie nih... gna skill trial and error... dat's y siap ada saat agi)...

bila dah masak, bukak oven... then akan ada bau menusuk kalbu meresap ke seluruh rumah...

jeng3.... ni la apple pie aku... amacam? terliur?

ni adalah beberapa critics and comment pasal masakan aku...

mama: "hurm... bleyh tahan... tapi patotnya kena tambah gula sket lagi kat filling dye"
aku jawab: "x pe mama... lutfi tanak bg family kte kena obesity... lolx"

kak syidah (akak ipar): "fuyyoo.... terrer nyer masak... dah lulus nih nak p ovc"
aku jawab: "thnx... i know u really meant it... hehe"

so apa lagi... cepat la bwat apple pie nih!! sedap woo...

AkHiRnYa Ku MeNgErTi...

2009-02-23T17:59:00.002+08:00

Lepas kepenatan sampai dari kem amal islami kat Hulu Langat, fikiran aku bergolak… iye, aku akui ini merupakan antara weekend yang paling relax… x yah pikir pasal homework, lab reports etc… kitorg Cuma perlu fokus pada perisian kem amal islami yang agak best nih…

Sesampai je kat kolej, baru tringat kerja2 yang perlu disetelkan….
-Lab report bio
-Lab report chem
-Presentation TOK
-Correction math

List yang dua teratas tuh pon dah bleyh bwat aku jadi separuh gila… apatah lagi due date adalah pada hari selasa… pergh! Ada 2 hari je dowh nak siapkan… turun je dari bas, x de benda laen lagi yang aku pikir… kalo ikot norma org balik dari camping akan stret tidur kepenatan… tapi, bwat kali pertamanya, aku langgar norma tuh… sampai je bilik, terus bukak laptop dan mula menaip lab report…

Tiba2 azan asar berkumandang… hurm, rasa cam nak g surau jerk coz lepas tuh bleyh g bilik dobi jap amek baju aku… seperti dirancang, lepas asar aku g bilik dobi… cari punya cari… x de pown bakul bilik aku… dari hari khamis… x kan x siap lagi kot… bukan cakap bilik aku jerk… x de pown bakul dak2 blok A ngn B… nice la makcik!! (tiru ayat sherry jap)… besok saya nak pakai baju apa… x kan bogel kot g klas… lagi pulak banyak gler baju kotor nak basuh… esp yang daripada kem nih… haish… cubaan btol… malam tuh jugak aku g round satu blok tanya sapa tanak hantar dobi esok… coz aku nak pinjam bakul… cari punya cari, alhamdulillah… ada gak seorang insan berjiwa murni bernama haidhar… thnx a lot.. aku ingat jasa ko haidhar!!

Ok2… habis bab dobi… malam tuh jugak, kitorg ada meeting props utk drama… yerp, we made it to the final this Friday… at first, I was over the moon when Pn. Saidah made the announcement… but now, my feeling has changed… I kept wondering, “why we made it to the final?” I’ve lost my spirit and enthusiasm… and in fact, the more I am engaged in this competition, the more people would feel insulted… I accept the fact that we’ve had a small quarrel with "somebody"… but until when? Just because of this competition, you want to sacrifice the friendship that has been tied for eight months?? Please la weyh… open your mind… it’s hard to find a friend… and it’s terrible to lose one… but sometimes,semangat tetiba datang bler tgk member2 laen yang smangat gler cam kepet ngn shahir...

Today, I went to the class as usual… but the condition is a bit different… I felt so damn tired… dah berapa kali tersengguk waktu klas bio ngn TOK (FYI, nih first tyme aku tersengguk waktu klas TOK)… waktu pure math lak, ada kuiz math induction… adeyh, susah dol… aku x reti bwat… mmg wajar la aku x reti bwat coz aku x sentuh pn lagi any tutorial tajok math induction… still tgh cari masa nak bwat…

Waktu klas bio tadi, baru tringat pasal group 4 project… dan yang paling best, due date utk bg tajok adalah esok… adeyh, dh la x bincang agi… x pe2… malam ni mayb sempat kot…

Lepas lunch, aku g baca board jap ngn shahir… tetiba ternampak announcement: “semua kelas Y1 diwajibkan utk menghantar klip video sepanjang 7 minit mengenai pak pandir/pak belalang etc. –arahan jabatan bahasa-” bapak arh… kena siapkan mende ni pulak… adeyh… bila nak bwat dowh… jap2… part ni paling best… due date: 25 Feb which is LUSA!! Hurm… we’ll do our best… tatau rr sempat ke x siap…

Berdasarkan kisah-kisah yang sahih lagi bernas di atas, baru ku tahu betapa sukarnya hidup sebagai pelajar IB… dan tak hairanlah ada senior yang men“takwil”kan IB sebagai Impossible to Breathe… mmg hidup kat cni sangat bz… tapi sebenarnya ke“busy”an itulah yang akan melatih aku membahagi masa dengan betol… dan percayalah, jadi pelajar IB sangat BEST!!

YeAy.... At LaSt....

2009-02-15T16:30:00.005+08:00

(I know it's a bit late to be excited... but who cares??)

yeah... we made it to the final of A Night In Isketambola... frankly, at the earlier stage, i never expect and hope to go to the final... bcoz it's seriously a streanous yet back-breaking process... but after looking at what we've done... the props which I could say done with full effort (2 weeks to be done... and it took my two lovely weekends... that's the biggest sacrifice I've ever done)....

hurm... lot of people asked me... "would you add anything to your props... coz they're too many already?" the answer, depends lorr... let me see what the grossly-mean director says... if she asks me to add sth, i'll just add a little bit...

a poster done by aman.... it's just nice and artistic....

can you see me??? for the first tyme ever being on the stage to participate in an acting comp... i'm not mad, am I?? people keep changing day by day....

let me introduce you our props team... from left: me (props manager), lala, afiqah, ana and nad... not in pics: alia and ein...

it's me with our props...

ok guys... c ya on 27 Feb... let the best wins...

A NiGhT iN isKETAMbola

2009-02-07T00:56:00.006+08:00

jap2... bia aku sapu blog aku dulu... berhabuk dah ni...rupa2nya dah lebeyh sbulan aku x hupdate... bz gler dowh...

btw, ari ni penyeksaan aku berakhir.... sminggu yang penuh liku, suka duka akhirnya tamat jua... we've just finished our english drama... yes!! that's what i've been waiting for long... penat woo bwat musical drama nih.... as the prop manager, my task was to prepare spectacular set and props for the musical drama... and the result, we did a wonderful job!! we're so creative, aren't we? lol

THE MAKING OF.....

this was the most strenuous period... we sacrificed our weekends and weekdays just to finish up everything... i was so grateful to have a highly-commendable team... thnx a lot to nad, ein, lala, al, ana and afiqah.... yerp, i was the only guy since we are now facing the phenomenon of male-extiction.... the others are all involved to be the actors...

props team doing our job...

painting with patience...

yerp... that's the prop manager (me of coz... hehe~)

WHEN THE DAY COMES....

i was soo nervous... suddenly, ain said I still need to be on the stage (to be the person who holds the microphone).... i've got lot of compliments for our props.... thnx guy.... i know those are truly from your heart... LOL

TaHuN bArU, aZaM bArU, iMeJ bArU, sEmUa BaRu!!!

2009-01-04T07:22:00.004+08:00

smalam baru lepas bwat reunion kecil-kecilan... walaupn awalnya ramai yang berkobar-kobar kata nak datang, tapi hampeh... yang datang cuma 9 ketul jerk... xpe2... yang penting, kitorg still enjoy... mulut aku pn dah kebas coz gelak x berenti... lama gler dowh x jumpa mamat2 nih....

btw, tahun baru dah datang... 1001 kenangan ada lam tahun 2008, tapi dah tentu tahun baru akan menjanjikan kenangan yang lebeyh indah dan hidop yang lebeyh hectic...

jom imbas tahun 2008 jap...

tahun pertama aku rasa kepenatan bekerja... lepas SPM, aku keje kat klinik ngan sorg doc... serious penat woo... walaupn tengok GP tuh cam sempoi jerk, tapi kpala still pening...
yahoo!! aku bukan budak skolah lagi... tapi bler masok KMB jerk, keseronokan terbantut jap... rules ketat gler...
alhamdulillah, dapat result spm yang memuaskan ati....
tahun paling ramai member baru... mula2 masok matrik, patu KMB... macam2 ragam dyorg nih...
aku dapat lesen weyh!!
hurm,,, tahun aku dah mula pandai memasak... seriously, mmg aku blaja berdikari tahun 2008 nih... especially waktu mama g haji... sblom dye gi tuh, aku dah terima kursus intensif dari mak aku utk menjadi tukang masak berjaya... lol... kalo x, abis la kebulur adik2 aku...
tahun pertama aku merasai kehidupan hospital yang sebenarnya... lepas bwat CAS kat PPUM ngn HUKM, baru aku tau betapa bz nyer hidup yang bakal menanti aku sbg seorang doc... tapi best woo!!
kali pertama aku tgk org mati btol2 depan mata aku... pengalaman ni aku dapat kat PPUM... seram siot!! rasa insaf pon ada...

agak2 apa yang menanti aku tahun 2009 ek?

oh ya! sem nih dah kena daftar extended essay... so dah tentu sem 2 nih dah mula menjanjikan kehidupan busy separa mati...
kalo x silap aku, IA (internal assessment) pon dah stat sem nih... so be prepared!
bulan 2 ada inter-class musical theatre.... cam menarik jerk...
exam sem 2 merupakan penentu hala tuju aku lepas nih... cuak dowh!!

hurm,,, azam tahun baru aku nih simple jerk... cuma ada 2....

siapkan homework on time... tanak tangguh2 agi cam dulu...
jumpa pn aida sabli (cikgu pure math aku) at least 2 minggu skali... kalo rajin bleyh rr jumpa tiap2 minggu....

p/s: cuti nak abis dah weyh...

bErMuDiK-MuDiK kE uTaRa, BeReNaNg-ReNaNg Ke SeLaTaN

2008-12-21T17:44:00.014+08:00

kalo minggu lepas aku dah g kedah sminggu, minggu nih g johor lak... mmg btol2 enjoy aku cti nih... sepatotnya, johor trip sem 1 holiday nih utk classmate aku jerk... tapi disebabkan ada yang cancel last2 minute, kitorg pon ajak la org laen dengan harapan agar journey kitorg nih jadi lebeyh happening....

hari jumaat, aku b'tolak dari pudu... aku tanya akak tuh brapa lama dari sini nak p pontian, dye jawab 3 jam... skali bler naek bas, 5 JAM dowh... pala hanggok ko nyer 3 jam... aku lepak umah faiz dulu hari jumaat tuh... disebabkan aku agak lemah lam subjek geografi dulu, tatau lak aku pontian ni terletak kat tepi laut... apa lagi, petang tuh kitorg g jalan2 rr kat pantai area pontian... makan kat cni mmg puas... murah gler lak tuh... agak banyak rr aku melantak... ye arh... kan nak menyimpan energy utk jalan2 kat JB esok...

ari sabtu pagi lak, aku ngn faiz b'tolak g JB... x lama, lam 45 minit jerk dari pontian... dak2 laen (shahir, usamah, afiq) dah kat umah nenek fahmi... so kitorg jumpa kat angsana... fahmi kata nak ajak g Persada... aku pn x nah g sana sblom nih... tambahan pulak skang tgh PC fair... apa lagi, layan arh!

the five of us ++ shahir, usamah, me, faiz, afiq (not in pic, mr. photographer fahmi)

"eyh, btol ke aku kat persada nih? cam x caya jerk"

asyik bergambar

future dream car?

then, smayang zohor kat masjid negeri... surprisingly, aku x prasan lak yang pada hari yang sama, mawi nikah ngn ekin kat masjid tuh... adeyh... kalo datang awal sket bleyh la tgk... tapi x pe... yang penting set tempat dye nikah tuh x dikemas lagi... kitorg pn apa lagi... mana bleyh lepaskan peluang keemasan!! bukan slalu dapat posing kat set cmnih...

wangi dowh bunga mawar puteh ni... tq la mawi coz sedekah banyak2 bunga ni kat kitorg...

supermodel to be...

uish... udah2 le ngn bunga mawi tuh... jom gerak g umah ain!!

sblom aku datang JB nih, aku dah set beberapa aim... antaranya, makan mi rebus haji wahid, lunch kat umah ain dan g danga bay waktu malam... tq bebanyak rr ain coz sediakan lunch yang cukup mengenyangkan... gagagaa~

kat umah ain,,, kekenyangan...

ain yang tgh bz layan kitorg...

then kitorg stret g hutan bandar... x de apa pown... lebeyh kurg cam taman rekreasi... nih first tyme la kot aku g... masa dok johor dulu x pnah lak bapak aku bawak g sini...

bersama binatang2 yang disumpah cam si tanggang kat hutan bandar

waiting 4 our turn to play sumthg

mengimbau kenangan masa lalu...

perut sudah mula berkeroncong... shahir kata ABC kat plaza larkin sedap... apa lagii... aku pn dengan semangatnya bergegas ke sana (bukan aku kot... faiz la bergegas coz dye driver)...

tgh tunggu order...

"erk... bler nak sampai ABC nih?" waiting with patience akhirnya... sampai gak ABC special aku... amacam? terliur x?

lepas tuh, kitorg g CS lak... nak tgk wayang... cakap pasal tgk wayang nih, ada satu story yang agak embarrasing,,,, lol... x yah la cter... bia dak2 nih jerk tau....

sebagai destinasi terakhir, kitorg g Danga Bay... waktu tu dah kol 10 lebeyh dah... dinner jap, then g jenjalan... Danga Bay nih nak kata menarik, x jugak... cuma lampu je arh agak cantik... kalo nak ikotkan, x de mende pown... dah puas b'jalan, tiba masa utk balik... malam tuh kitorg balik pontian smula... coz dah bli tiket balik KL dari pontian....

men in black

@ Danga Bay

don't step on the grass? who cares?

testing my camera...

wargh!! rasanya mmg puas gler jalan2 kat JB... best woo... walaupn duit kluar cam air, tapi mmg layan... hurm... cuti nxt sem nak g mana lak ek? ganu? perak? hoho~ x sabo dah ni....

GuLaU pRoJeCt : A oNcE-iN-LiFe ExPeRiEnCE

2008-12-17T06:20:00.017+08:00

i'm just back from kedah yesterday... the journey was extremely long and exhausting (yeah, it's still exhausting even though i was just sitting in the bus)... we departed at 7.30 am from gulau and arrived home at 10.00 pm... can u imagine how tired i was? for those who don't have any idea what gulau project is, let me explain... it is basically a community service programme sponsored by SIME DARBY and jointly organised by KMB and KMS... our task was to hold an english camp for standard five students of SK Gulau who will be sitting for UPSR next year... Gulau was actually a very rural area, and there's no maxis coverage at all... so goodbye outside world for 5 days...

posing with the souvenir from our sponsor, SIME DARBY

btw, this is actually a journal that i've written throughout the program... enjoy reading it..

Thursday, 11 Dec 2008

we had a final meeting in KMS... supposedly, each of us had to present our respective actvities for the kids... but looking again at us who still had lot to do, the whole day was filled with preparations... my group which was supposed to carry out treasure hunt, has done most of the things earlier, and only a few works left... so i kept going to the other groups, looking at what they're doing, what did they have for props etc, being a "busy-body" for a while... at evening, the KMS students brought us to seremban CP, which was just walking distance from their college... i'm still envious with them though... just bcoz they can go out anytime they wanted... but thinking again about the isolated remote location of KMB, if we're given that sort of privilege, where are we going? labohan dagang? olak lempit? surely nobody would EVER want to go there...

after a money-wasting shopping at CP, Ms Loh called me,

"Lutfi. could you please tell the other boys that we're not going to meet tonight. that means, no presentation. i know you are all tired. but you still need to go to the conference room at 8 to pack and clean up everything"

yaahhooo!!! thnx Ms Loh for being so understanding. so what else should I do? sleep early lah!

Friday, 12 Dec 2008

we leave KMS at 8.00 am sharp... well, this was my first tyme in life to be so punctual... we're not late even a minute... the bus was seriously full with our stuffs, especially the polystyrene thingy from ann's group... i was mesmerised with the striking attractive view at perak... the mountains, the caves, the limestone hills... arrrgh!! i wanna go out from the bus!!

it's time for lunch... Mr. Azlan gave us two choices... whether to stop at tapah, which we would arrive at another 5 minutes or Sg. Perak, which meant we had to wait for another an hour... looking at the time, it's still early though to have a lunch... so let's stop at sg. perak! it's raining quite heavily in perak...

we arrived in Gulau at 4.00 pm... the fantastic scenery really caught my attention... in my mind, I had two things to check... first, the drains... yes! it was dry... i bet it's not raining here in gulau so we can carry out our activities smoothly... second, i need to check the map prepared by my group for treasure hunt... i asked Ms Rudy about her opinion, and she said, "yeah.. i think we're quite accurate about the map"....

erk... asal smer berkerumun kat aku nih? nak mintak autograf ke?

i've been fall in love with the lake... it made the surrounding to look calm and magnificent... suddenly I checked my hp, damn! it's written, SOS CALLS ONLY... warrgh! so guys... sorry for not replying your messages....

with isyam, alau n dawa...

the place where we sleep (dalam hut dowh)

we were thinking that this might be the only time that we had to have a tour around gulau... wherever we go, there will be eyes staring at our bus... i bet this might be the first air-conditioned bus to get onto the road... we stopped at a pasar malam, and En. Azlan described it as a culture tour... why? dunno... well, it's always difficult to understand what TOK teachers are saying... mayb it's tyme for us to get used to the accent and slang... well, who cares if i dont understand kedah accent?

facilitator yang x de keje...

Saturday, 13 Dec 2008

i met the kids in my group... they've been divided according to their levels of english by the colour of their nametags... i got one excellent, two mediocre, two galus (gagal + lulus) and two gagal students... and one of them seemed to have enourmous difficulties in writing... not only in english though, he's also bad in spelling malay words... there was a boy in my group named naim who was very active and curious to know things in english... it was so poignant to know about their parents... most of them are rubber tappers, pemotong rumput and some parents didn't work at all...

it's me teaching azrul how to use the words that and this...

from the very first activity, i can figure out that their command of english was so bad... they didn't know the meanings of simple words like girl, and some didn't even know how to pronounce it... later we were asked to create a cheer... i think the kids in my group are good bcoz they can come out with their own ideas... brilliant! and the dolphins are always the best... wanna hear them cheer?

it's my group, LOBSTER!! we're the winner for the song "you are my sunshine"

at evening, we had an aerobic exercise... the first song was ok... but when it came to the second, it got even more lively... well, who wouldn't be active with "womanizer" song! hopefully they had no idea what womanizer means... lol

the kids looking to their future

minutes before kampong boy performance...

hantu2 alaf baru

we had a meeting at night with our advisors to get some feedback from us... some of the kids still had the mentality that kampong people like them wouldn't be good in english, and they would never be someone important in the future... they really need motivation and that kind of mentality should have vanished from their mind... these days, i kept telling them that they were capable of being an excellent student, and in the real life, the had the potential...

otai gulau?

yes! finally irma managed to catch the balloon...

Sunday, 14 Dec 2008

we woke up a bit late... hell yeah, it was soo cold inside the hut... the girls would always be very happy to live in the owner's house... girls power, man has to sacrifice...

later we taught them how to use the words this, that, these and those... they seemed to understand very well what has been taught... there was a girl in my group who kept telling me, "that is a grill"... erk.. grill? grill apa lak nih? x de kena mengena pon ngn apa yang aku tanya!! "norsiah, what do you mean by grill?" she answered, "alaa... perempuan"... owh, u mean girl... it took a very long time till she could pronounce it properly...

our five-sentence essay

it was quite funny to hear stories from isyam and syafiq about intersection between our slangs... isyam once asked a kid in his group,

"what is spoon in malay?"
"camca!!!"
"wrong!! eh, kejap2.... camca tu apa?"
"camca tu sudu laa bang!!"

Monday, 15 Dec 2008

finally, it's time for my own activity, treasure hunt... i bet the kids must enjoy running here and there... answering questions, being blindfolded etc... again, alhamdulillah the map was correct... if it was not, me didn't know either what to do...

the kids playing sentence structure... faster2..

farewell to the kids... some of them even cried... then it brought the tone of misery among us... but not me of course... hehe~ coz i knew when the kids are gone, we're gonna have a boat ride... yaahooo!! i was not in the first trip btw, so i just followed Ms Loh and Ms Rudy to the vineyard nearby... frankly speaking, i never knew that we could plant grapes even not in cold weather...
after the boat trip, i jumped into the lake, which i would prefer to describe it as snorkelling... and that day, it was proven that i didn't know how to swim coz i couldn't move at all... once i jumped into the lake and pretend to be like a professional diver, i hastily asked isyam to hold my hand to help me moving... huh, really, i think i need to attend swimming class after this...

can you see the grapes? kalo x nampak x lama laa tuh...

dawa, isyam n Ms Rudy... pointing at the grapes

the super greedy lutfi who wants to eat all of them at once

abg JPA3... please don't block my face bleyh x? warrghh!!

having fun in the lake

im sooo wet...

our last dinner.... barbecue tuu,,,

Tuesday, 16 Dec 2008

we'd been here for 5 days, and it's time to say goodbye to gulau... to be honest, i don't think i would ever come here again... coz it's too rural... but the scenery, especially the superb views of the lake would always be in my heart... yeah, it's true i'm so damn tired... but it all had just simply gone when looking at the kids and the change that we've brought to them... previously, they were so shy to speak in english... but after the camp, they seemed to be more extrovert and brave enough to try anything....

with syafiq... goodbye mountain...

farewell...

mOo.... MoOo...

2008-12-09T22:34:00.003+08:00

hmm, rasanya blom terlambat utk aku ucapkan,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA

baru jerk sampai dari kampong nih... tahun nih raya agak suram... sebab kat t'ganu hujan x berenti... macam biasa, nenek aku join korban kat surau area rumah dye... dalam 9 ekor lembu + 2 ekor kerbau tumbang tahun nih... tapi yang aku pelik, asal lembu2 tuh smer cam x cukup zat jerk... kurus kering... sedeyh lak aku tgk...

lembu yang tanak mengalah... chaiyok2!

mari melapah... (disebabkan tiada kepakaran melapah, aku hanya mampu menonton sambil mengambil gambar)

kepala lembu tanpa kulit... spooky huh!

bler sampai rumah kol 6.30pm td, tetiba ternampak ayam kampong yang mak aku bela tengah bertenggek kat atas rak kasot... banyak cantik muka ko!! kang kalo berak ko sndr basoh x pe gak... so sesi kejar mengejar pon bermula... ayam nih degil nak mampos... tanak bergerak dari tempat tuh... macam2 alat aku gna, penyapu laa... penyapu lidi laa... smer x berkesan utk menggerakkan ayam tuh... agak tension rr bler dah sejam ayam tuh still tanak beranjak... akak aku tiba2 terpikir sumthg,

"pe kata kalo kte simbah je ayam ni ngan air"

agak bernas rupanya idea akak aku nih... bler simbah je, otomatik ayam nih patuh pada arahan aku utk masok ke dalam reban... hehe~

MaRi MeReLeAsE tEnSiOn

2008-12-07T07:12:00.004+08:00

yeah... atas dasar2 ketensionan yang menyebabkan aku hampir jadi gila coz x cukup tdo, aku terima pelawaan meor utk kuar g jenjalan... patotnya kena balik kampong ari nih, tapi aku mintak postpone....

awal pagi tetiba dapat message dari meor yang berbunyi:

"Lut! aku x jd pegi mid ari nih. ada tanah runtuh dekat gler ngan umah aku... cuak gler! letrik air tepon smer x de... huhu~ jalan nak turun bukit putus..."

cian member aku nih... tapi syukur rumah dye x kena....

so, meor x dapat ikut... hisyam message aku... katanya ryz pn ada... tgh tunggu aku... tapi aku still kat umah agi!! ngueh3... so dengan speed yang keterlampauan laju di jalan kampong kat area rumah aku, aku langgar smer jenis lubang jalan yang ada... yerp, aku akui... aku nih jenis yang malas nak slow kete kalo ada bumper or lubang jalan... perlukah berbuat demikian?? bak kata ryz:

"weyh... kang rosak dowh kete ko kalo bwat cmni..."

first skali aku g UM amek anep ngn paan... pusing 3 kali nak cari kolej 12... ntah apa2... jalan dah la berbelit gler...

lam kol 3, kitorg dah bosan tatau nak bwat apa... tempat boling dah pnoh... wayang x best... so anep suro kitorg lepak UM... pe agi... aku angguk je... kembali pada aim aku pada ari ni, "nak release tension"... agak lama rrr kat sana... sampai maghrib...

tiba masa perut berkeroncong... bler nak g dinner nih? aku dah lapo gler... paan kata ada kedai mamak best kat s/s 14... aku sebagai driver cam biasa x de masalah... agak layan arh makan kat sana... tengok berita, adeyh... terok dowh tanah runtuh kat bkt antarabangsa... syukur skali lagi umah meor x kna...

aku balik agak lewat.... lam kol 10 mlm... aku rasa ni rekod kot.... x pnah balik lewat cmnih sblom ni...

p/s: thnx so much pada penaja minyak kete aku, iaitu my mom... hehe~ sblom g haji, dye bagi kat aku SHELL card dye... ini bermakna segala perbelanjaan minyak kete aku ditanggung beres secara kredit sepanjang dye g haji... sayang mama!

bErCuTiKaH aKu????

2008-12-05T20:43:00.003+08:00

yaaahhoooo!!! exam dah abis... alangkah bahagianya... macam dah abes IB jerk... how's exam? sucks! especially math... banyak gler tinggal....

yang penting, cuti selama sebulan telah bermula... dan disebabkan parents aku x de kat umah, aku dah plan cuti aku dengan baik sekali... sebagai seorang CAS-aholic, of course cuti aku akan dipenuhi dengan CAS dan aktiviti2 menarik.... ni schedule aku cuti sem nih... bz dowh...

7/12 - 9/12 : Balik kampung @ t'ganu
11/12 : Final Gulau Project Meeting @ KMS
12/12 - 15/12 : Gulau Project @ Gulau, Kedah
16/12 - 19/12 : attachment @ Hosp. Putrajaya / Klinik Putrajaya (pending 4 approval)
19/12 - 21/12 : Johor trip with classmates
22/12 - 24/12 : attachment @ Pusat Perubatan UM (PPUM)
29/12 - 31/12 : attachment @ HUKM

Johor trip yang paling semangat aku tunggu nih... LOL..

HiBeRnAtiNg

2008-11-20T18:05:00.004+08:00

dengan ini diisytiharkan....

aku nak hibernate blog aku utk 2 minggu...

nak exam dowh...